Madness, Blindness, Confusion—The Curse of A Vagabond Spirit
A vagabond spirit is not wildness. It's not ambition that keeps you restless and wandering through the world—you're under a curse as old as Cain.
“The Lord will strike you with madness and blindness and confusion of heart.
And you shall grope at noonday, as a blind man gropes in darkness;
you shall not prosper in your ways;
you shall be only oppressed and plundered continually,
and no one shall save you.”
Deuteronomy 28:28-29
If you’ve been everywhere, always moving and changing, but not growing financially, spiritually, or mentally—
You might be under this curse and have a vagabond spirit.
Make sure you listen to the full episode, so then you shall know the truth, and the truth will set you free.
🎧In this episode:
- 13 signs you have a vagabond spirit and is under the curse of Cain — 07:43
- “A curse without cause will not stand”—how did you get the curse — 54:33
- Deliverance and curse-breaking prayer— 1:06:00
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Reference:
Genesis 4
Deuteronomy 28
Parable of the Prodigal Son
Parable of the Sower
James 1:6-8
1 John 1:7 & 2:19
Proverbs 18:1
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Deliverance & Curse-breaking prayer in this episode
Lord Jesus, thank You for Your blood. Thank You for Your sacrifice. And today I come before You to repent of my sin, my iniquity, whether that is done by me or my ancestor, whether that is brought upon me through sexual immorality. Lord.
No matter where it came from. Father, I come to You, and I repent of my sin. I repent of the grudge in my heart against my brothers, my sisters. I repent of the sexual sin I committed in the past. I repent for my ancestor of their iniquity, whether that be murder or jealousy, whether that be their dabbling in the occult.
And Father, I come here to ask You to cleanse me of the blood of Jesus, because I believe in the Lord who is my Savior. I believe that His blood will cleanse me from all sins, that there is no sin in this world that cannot be cleansed by the blood of Jesus.
Father God, I’m here repenting of my ways. I renounce my ways in life. I renounce the way I think. And I’m asking You to renew my mind. I’m asking You to fix and rewire my messed-up mind. I don’t want to be trapped in the way I think, going nowhere—two steps forward, three steps backward. I don’t want this anymore. I’m sick of it. I’m desperate. I need You. Father, I don’t ever want to go out from Your presence. If I ever did this again, if I ever go out from Your presence, if I ever dabble with sins, if I ever flirt with sin, if I run to evil, stop me, Father! Hit me to the ground. Do whatever You can to stop me. I don’t want to lose Your presence. I don’t want to lose Your Holy Spirit.
I want to be blessed. I want to be blessed by the mouth of God, and Father God, today I come to You, and I repent of my sin that has brought this curse upon my head. I repent of my sin of my ancestor from where I inherited this curse of that vagabond spirit, the curse of Cain. And Father God, I ask You to deliver me from this vagabond spirit, and I ask You to break this curse. Set me free, Father, in the name of Jesus. Father, by the blood of Jesus, cleanse me. In the name of Jesus, set me free.
Father God, lead me to a place. Lead me to my promised land. Lead me to the land of my inheritance. And plant me there. I want to take deep root and bear fruits and multiply. And my good work shall shine before men and glorify You in Heaven. Father, take this double-minded spirit out from me. Purify my heart and let Your Word take deep root in me. Let Your Word take deep root in me. Father God, I don’t ever want to feel dry in my spirit. I don’t ever want to be stagnant in life ever again.
My Lord Jesus, have mercy on me. Have mercy on me, Father. Take out my heart of stone and give me a new heart. Give me a heart that wants nothing You don’t want for me, that only wants You and wants everything You want for me. Let Your will be my will. Let me abide in You and Your Word abide in me. Let every desire in my heart be Your desire for me. Father God, stop me from this folly of wandering around, having no place to rest. Deliver me, Lord. Deliver me.
Father God, I surrender and I confess that Your way is always better. And I’m asking You to forgive me of my itchy ears, of my stiff neck, of my disobedience. Father, comfort me with Your rod and staff if I ever do this again. I don’t ever want to go away from You. I don’t want to. I don’t want to be this vagabond anymore.
I want to be fruitful and multiply. I want to subdue the earth and replenish it. I want to occupy it till You come, Father God. I want my life to be Your glory. I want my life to be Your glory. I want Your name to be known through me. I want my name to be known because of You.
Lord Jesus, thank You for Your blood. I renounce all connection or covenant or association I made unintentionally or intentionally with the kingdom of darkness. I cut it off in the name of Jesus. Father God, bless me so no one can curse whom You have blessed.
Bless me, Father God. I won’t let go until You bless me. Bless me, Lord. I can’t live without Your blessing. I can’t live without Your Word. I can’t live out of Your presence, Father God. Lord, let all my concerns be about You and Your Kingdom. And in Jesus’ mighty name, thank You. Amen.
